Classes are going well. After the initial feeling of being overwhelmed, I feel that I’m starting to get my bearings. The good memory I inherited from my parents is helping a lot, as it has throughout my academic career. Also knowing a bit of Chinese, even as illiterate as I am, has helped tremendously with understanding many of the terms.
This stuff awes me. I haven’t started the pulse diagnosis at all yet, but we started learning about face diagnosis in our medical assessment class. The concept that tremendous amounts of valuable information can be found in minute microsystems is not new to me (there’s a Hermetic axiom: “As above, so below; as below, so above.”); but actually beginning to learn about these microsystems is very exciting. And learning that obvious facial features have meaning — and that it works — is, well, freaky.
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Posted at 4:41 pm —
So after another week of memorizing details about the various meridians and a few associated points, learning about the vital substances, learning about the five elements, and practicing some qigong, my brain is pretty full right now. I’m taking the next few days to decompress.
But I feel really good about this school. It feels like a good mix of the features I wanted in a school: Small class size, eclectic curriculum, skilled instructors, and strong emphasis on the details of diagnosis and particularly pulse diagnosis. I’ve had a few clinic treatments and observed a few, and compared to other school clinics I’ve been at, this school is far more comprehensive in its assessment process.
Overall I’m quite content. But the past few weeks have seen a dramatic shift for me, in the direction of the intellectual, and I find myself paying less attention to my body, if that is possible. And that imbalance has a tremendous potential for severely hindering my progress and my health.
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Posted at 5:52 pm —
I’m a week into my classes. So far, so good; we’re just getting started in the basics of things like yin/yang and the meridians. Nonetheless, already I’m beginning to feel vaguely panicky.
The reason, I think, is this contact with a foreign paradigm. I’ve succeeded fairly well at the science classes that I’ve taken in the past — and probably would have continued to do so if I’d wanted to — and I think success in any endeavor really relies on internalization. Well, it’s not only the academic classes that support the internalization of the Western scientific/medical world view, but also the culture. Any time someone talks about anything that relates to those fields, be it pregnancy, illness, massage, the environment, the weather, cars, computers — it relies on a certain underlying framework of language and thought, of linear causality, that we live and breathe because it is reflected virtually everywhere. And this paradigm is excellent at explaining the world and our bodies. But it is, in fact, just a world view, one perspective of many.
The Oriental paradigm is a different one, I’m just starting to learn. Simply discussing yin and yang forces me to slow down and reevaluate who I am and where I am and how I relate to the world, simply because by reading and thinking about such things, I bring them into myself, I begin to internalize them. But because it’s a very different way of relating to the world, I feel a bit overwhelmed by the surrender of my familiar points of reference.
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Posted at 4:45 pm —
An e-mail from an EMT who rushed to New Orleans to help in the aftermath of Katrina. From New Orleans Indymedia:
As everyone can see now, the situation in New Orleans is only getting worse. People inside have been out of food and water for days. The million or so people who used to live in and around New Orleans now have no homes, no jobs, and no paychecks. I was in New York during September 11 and the weeks that followed and I say the following with complete certainty: this disaster is so much worse than September 11 that they are not even comparable. Maybe people are already saying this, or maybe it’s not a fashionable sentiment. Either way, it’s true.
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Posted at 7:23 pm —